Solace in Shooting.

Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else, but just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.

The Winter of the Air  (via fuckinq)

this seriously fucked me up right now

(via fight-0ff-yourdem0ns)

(Source: kalynroseanne)


I was tagged by pndrhouse. Thanks! And one of my fave The 1975 song is also Pressure…so hell yeah!

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Name: Camille

Nickname: Cici, Cam, C2 (pronounced as ‘c squared’), Meow, Nemo, Ket

Birthday: 26 March

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Gay

Height: 5’2 (I think)

Time zone: GMT (+12)…er, I think

What time and date is it there: 31st August, 03:26pm

Average hours of sleep I get each night: 5 hours or less

OTPs: Vivian x Aster from Anyone But Me webseries, Paily, McHastings, Eleanor x Max from Black Sails

The last thing I Googled was: UEFA schedule

First word that comes to mind: Oh

What I last said to a family member: “Can you taste this?”

One place that makes me happy and why: My kitchen. It’s filled with all of the things I needed when I want to cook up something. Food experiment galore. And a hammock is right around the corner…so yeah :)

 How many blankets I sleep under: None. Tropical weather here, man.

Favourite beverage: Rootbeer + full cream milk & Tea

The last movie I watched in the cinema: #Y

Three things I can’t live without: Food, family, arts & music.

Something I plan on learning: Cello or the synths

A piece of advice for all my followers: You’re worth it more than you think you are.

You have to listen to this song: Aeolus - Freelance Whales

My blog(s):this one and my personal page: getlostanruncici.tumblr.com

I tag: alwayskeepchasing crazylittleangell houdinibeanie overkill-max littlelightning07 everyday-shud-be-a-holiday jme2887 artsynaut definitelyoneoftheguys @imnotinvvisible